” I’ll Protect You”

Again... i posting about my recommended song. I like this song because this one is a deep mean. I hope you'll like it too :)

I Want to Protect You
Sung by: Kim Jaejoong
Lyrics by: Kim Jaejoong
 

Even with my eyes open, I cannot look at you.
Your heart, faded with memories fatigued,
I cannot capture it.
Even when cried so much, even when thinking I can do this no more,
When I look at you, I think it will be okay.

I want to protect you.
Even your habits, wrong and bad
Even so they make me smile when tired.

It will be a bit difficult, but
I will even say I love you.
Until the day you first come into my arms.

I cannot smile.
I cannot remember even if I smile.
Today, also, like a dream
You who look as if you will disappear once I open my eyes—I look at you, but
I feel that you are not with me.
I think I am awkward at expressing… because I love you.

I want to protect you.
Even your habits, wrong and bad
Even so they make me smile when tired.

It will be a bit difficult, but
I will even say I love you.
Until the day you first come into my arms.

Will you perhaps seek another warmth,
And leave me, and be happy?

Even so I cannot let you go, baby
It will hurt even more than death.

I love you.
I am in front of you,
And not in front of any other.
I am holding your hand.
I cannot give you to another’s arms.
I am clinging to you with all my might.

I cannot let you go—such a heart, why?

Filosofi Kopi

I just read Filosofi Kopi, a collection of stories and proses by DEE.

Its too late, indeed. Because the book was first released on 2006. I heard that this book was excellent, fabulous, etc. But I never had a chance before to read it. 

I like that book. I borrow it from my-lil-sister-friend. She likes reading novels so much, besides she is a writer. And she recommended that book to me. She said that if i like such a literature, i will like it. And... yes, I am.


I love literature because I feel that the good grammar one can express all the feelings that are difficult to said. And i feel it when i read Filosofi Kopi. DEE can describe all words that i can't write, but all that words in my head. I, both envy and inspired to her.

Ah.. i wanna be someone like her. Good at writing, can describe all feelings that can't said. I hope. Someday :)

an addition, i love coffee. The pure one, not with milk but of course with sugar. lol. I love the taste, the smell, the 'oil'. I love the traditional coffee one. Haa.. i wanna some.


"Sesempurna apapun kopi yang kamu buat, kopi tetap kopi, punya sisi pahit yang tidak mungkin kamu sembunyikan." DEE.

I am All I Have

Since i'm an Arashi's fan, i love their song. Because i've got some motivation from their song. Besides that, their character and hardworking are so wonderful and make me 'wake up' from my 'laziness'.


And this is one of that great song, Boku ga Boku no Subete.

"If I'd chosen a different future that day
With the shaking window reflection, I asked the familiar days
Whoever it may be, people get wounded by yearnings
This moment that I've chosen, the one and only
While treasuring it, I'll surely be living on

Just as I am, I walk out once again
And surpass grieves
A nameless path not belonging to anyone
Tomorrow will still be like this, heading towards dreams, while worrying
While smiling, smiling all the way
Now that I am here, I am everything that I have
This be the only thing that will not change

If I'd been truthful to you that day even about my lies
Suddenly though the thought that gushed up my heart hurts, now it's endearing
Whoever it may be, in meeting and separation
The memories for each of them pile up
Forever living on to a new tomorrow

About my life, my destiny
I will go on by embracing them
So to let each and every one of them shine
I walk through spring, summer, autumn, winter
Running, running all the way
The thing which is certain, this path which I have created
This be the only thing that will not change

Yes, being incomplete, I stood in uncertainty
Even the short-lived times which passed
Just as I am, if I put myself own
In the manner of cutting through the future with this vow
It seems possible to convey the thoughts
Now with all of the above, I have faith in myself

Just as I am, I walk out once more
And surpass grieves
A nameless path not belonging to anyone
Tomorrow will still be like this, heading towards dreams, while worrying
There's only one thing which is certain

About my life, my destiny
I will go on by embracing them
So to let each and everyone of them shine
I walk through spring, summer, autumn, winter
Running, running all the way
Now that I am here, I am everything that I have
This is the only thing that will not change"


And this the song : Boku ga Boku no Subete

How is it? You get the good impact too? ;)

First

Hi everyone.. Its not my first time for me to make a blog like this, but i always ignore it. So it ended with i have to always make a new blog. Its silly, rite?

But i hope that i can exist in this one, so you guys can enjoy it :)

In this blog, i will full it with some information that i have or i get. Its maybe contain some dorama (japanese and korea), my paper, and the other common information.

My reason for using blog (again) is i just knew that i'm so lacking in English and i don't have enough time for improve it, except for reading because i'm watching variety show, concert, and drama in english subtitle.

In the end, i just hope that you can enjoying your self in my blog and you can get something important for here.

Thanks for visiting :))